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Monday, January 28, 2008

tsk. flu bug has attacked the rhino and my immune system.
the rhino is playing a trumpet.

last week was pretty slow.

yeah, from the last sentosa outing with ig28 last saturday to another sentosa outing this time with the facils this saturday.
oh well, stupid things i do,
woke up at 8am and contemplated till 12 if i should go.
and end up i didnt.
and end up i spent the whole day sleeping.
on why i didnt go? cause i felt guilty. guilty of not studying.
and why so? this whole week i havent been studying.
not a single bit.
lessons in school just seems to be a temporary passing.
another reason? well, its just to please my mummy.
cause i have been out late the whole week.
and also, been spending alot. alot alot.
i dont know where my money been going to already.
haha. oh no. i think 200 plus have gone to the enjoyment of food.

whole week after school was for council.
rockafella audtions on mon, tue, thur.
meetings on wed, fri.
at least auditions are over.
and the results are out on friday.

better get going and start studying!
my daddy been asking me.
so have you thought of where you want to go?
what IF you failed your alevels.
(looking at how clueless i am right now for bio, math, chem and econs and that my foundations arent that strong and today yingying just pointed out that how her 8pointer friend got retain)
and what do you do IF you get a results that is nowehere good nor bad.
am i still going to NUS and gonna stay in a hostel?

these questions about the future which holds so much uncertainty for a person like me right now.

for a person like me,
whose quite fickled.
fickle minded me.
alright, hope everything would be alright.
pray hard that its a wise choice made.
quite unnerving sometimes.
alright, i am bad at making decisions.
responsibilty comes with decisions.
with regards to these days.

talking about it reminds me of scholarship.
haha, i got a long long way to go.
and its a deal to be done within one year.

back to a side note.
to those who sees this.
rockafella's on 15th feb.
have a rocking night there! :)

'ciao!